having become nothing more than a place for immediate self-affirmation

               you were
                   sharing, 
    newly underworn

in its feline
anti-climbed
808-rattled

   leather turf
for leslie feinberg
in healing steam, nude for

oversized & 
 itchy & kiss-asking, 
         your aftershave

dreamworld.
    frostbitten
    philadelphia

an exodus
  & envied, teased
scores unacrobatic,

          an aporia
& soft, spit-swollen
dozes

sunlight
       bleached
norwood park

  your becoming
in old autumn fingers,
      my physical void.

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Thomas Whittaker (they/she) is a writer of poems from South London. They write from a queer Marxist perspective about alienation under capitalism in the urban environment. She is currently particularly influenced by the writing of Antonio Negri, Heather McCalden's The Observable Universe and the music of E-40. They enjoy using obtuse basketball references in their work. She has been published by Passion of the Weiss, Impossible Archetype, Ouch! Collective and Corporeal among others. They are @thomaswithdoubt on Twitter and @acidsynthline on Instagram.